Let it be @ Saturday, July 18, 2015
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Just wondering why recently have been missing you so much keep stalking everything about you
yesterday i had dream about you
this dream had go for so long until make me shock and awake.
Inside the dream , you suddenly appear in fron of me and accidently saw a piece of paper that wrote by me to you
i stunt off and run away , after one day u write a letter to explain everything and ask one more chance from me to get together again
you give the location and you said you wait at there till i appear. And you said you won't let me go again this time.
What i am thinking at the moment is , i dont want this realtionship. i just want to explain and talk clearly with you so that i can start a new life.
Since 3 years ago i suddenly disappear and this had bring me cant even forget you until now , i have stalk ur things for 3 years. i am asking myself
Is it because the relationship didnt said clearly at all so that i cant forget u or i still loving you?
From yesterday dream , i can sure that i cant put down not because i still loving you just because you have a place before at my heart and our relationship just ending without an ending, i think you have many questions inside your heart too.
yesterday my friends have said something that very true from my heart.
He asked me why until now u never been falling in a relationship and he said sure something happened u cant forget until hard to let it go and that is the reason why u single till now.
Maybe yes or maybe no.
Because i am just finding a guy who really suitable me and i comfortable with him. And i can said that this 3 years i didnt meet the guy that i got feeling to. Just because of that i becomes more stronger and independent until let it be.Undeniable , sometimes i will be super jealous for those who coupled. But i believe good things take times,just let it be and if it could happen , it will.
